What happened in 2005 (my turn)

January; Worked at best buy and had troubles with some of the techs. Things in all other areas were status quo but not stellar.

Febuary; Tried my best to do something special for valentines day and it went decently enough. Father had a stroke. Brother almost died in a car accident.

March; Lost my best friend and love due to stupid decisions and miscommunication and my cowardice.

April; Started to get depressed and then think of death toooo much. Came to borderline suicide and talked myself out of it. Seems im too much of a coward to go through with something like that.

May; Brothers birthday. Dad started meds and got even more sick. Started working with coinstar again as Tech only.

June; just another month with noting important

July; hung out with Cochise and David on the 4th and had loads of fun. Picked up James to work on the truck after the previous hired guy wanted to complain too much about his pay..we paid him more than me and my brother combined so he can go just pound sand..

August; Got back into the normality of life as it is here in the hemmrhoid of the state of Texas.

September; My birthday was a small gathering of close friends and a look back at history and events now long past. It was great fun and i miss having some of those people around.

October; My friend Andy whom ive known since grade school was killed in Iraq working as a relief worker.

November; We lost the coinstar contract because those fucktards thought the area was too profitable to have "Non Coinstar" personnell doing the job. Even though the current assholes are screwing the stores over and theyre getting highly irate. GOOD GoING GUYS KEEP UP THE "GOOD WORK"!

December; Scatched tooth and nail to get hired at a job which pays 8 bucks an hour for graveyard shift work. I might be working for $12 an hour for a full 40 hours a week soon enough in a job related to my computer skills. It only goes up from here. Stated this journal to keep in touch with friends.